Tuesday, February 14, 2012

the things we say aloud

last night, there you were again.

in a parking lot with a jump ramp in the middle of a busy city.  how do you get in that way?  (you don't.) you find the secret entrance around the corner.  look for your car, it is hidden but i know it is there.  i drive you to it. . .just a little farther. . .i can make it from here, you say, so i still never see it.  i wonder what you are driving these days but don't ask.  we both step out of my car awkwardly (only i am the one that is awkward).   you give me a sympathetic hug.  a no expectations hug.  but i am not relieved, really.  i'm not anything.

i wake groggy.  try to figure out all that has been left unsaid and all that has been shown.

so loud.

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